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Saint-Saens- Carnival of the Animals, Symphony No. 3 and Various
Tchaikovsky Ballets- The Nutcracker, Swan Lake and Sleeping Beauty
Holst- The Planets Suite 
Sibelius- Karelia Suite, Violin Concerto in D minor and Various
Chopin and Rachmaninov Cello Sonatas 
Wagner and Rossini Overtures

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It's my 18th and I'm about to start drinking fuck yeah.
Then have a shower
And then go out with my friend.

I planned to be rat arsed tonight and saturday night.



Thank you everyone

It's the summer solstice tomorrow.

It's... a time when the wheel turns, back towards Winter. The days shorten and the nights get longer. It's about celebrating the power of the sun, the paradox of this festival. Litha itself means wheel.

Tonight will be the shortest night of the year, and one year- maybe next year- I'm taking my friend to stonehenge to see the sunset, and keep vigil through the night to the rising of the sun over stonehenge.

But. Yeah. Anyway. I guess this is... kind of... reflection on how far I've gone. This time last year, I was getting ready to join Wicca, join something that called and appealed to me as much as it does now. I've grown a lot. In my own way. I've lost the attitude I once had about people and love. I've learnt where my heart lies, and what I want to do.

I think the biggest thing is that I've also learnt who I really am. As much as my desire and drive to be a vet is... there... It's not got the same level of importance as it once did. I think my main focus has shifted to my happiness rather than my achievement. I think I think I think. I know. After losing out, not being able to get a place for vet med, I've shifted down a gear. I don't need to stress myself out anymore, I have people I know I can truly trust and I've been through enough to know that, with a little support, I can get through pretty much anything.

It isn't about needing someone to prop me up, because I'm not that weak and in most cases, if you tell me to do one thing, I'll still do the opposite. It's about having someone that I can look to, to know that there's someone behind me, ready to catch me if I misbalance, put me back on my feet and help me carry on. It's about knowing that there's someone there who will just be there. Mostly unconditionally.

This time last year I felt alone. I felt like there would be no one to help me when I was busy helping someone else. I felt like I was being pulled down by a current I couldn't escape. And. The meme. The meme gave me hope and a release. I could rely on the people there. I've found some of my best friends and my favourite people ever there. I've found the people who make me wonder how different life could be if... I've found people who have inspired me to carry on, no matter what. I can get there in any unconventional way I find.

So thank you, to you all.

Thank you.

Writer's Block: Let's stay friends

Do you stay in touch with your former romantic partners? Have most of your break-ups been amicable or messy?

I stay in touch with most of them- mainly because I'm the type of person that loves the attention ;u;

Naw, really... a big part of me hates drama and doesn't want everything to be overblown. Most of the time we went from friends who pissed about and flirted to a couple anyway, and I really hate losing anyone as a friend. It feels like.... a real stab in the gut, y'know? I wonder where I went wrong and what I could do better and unless the guy was a real asshole I don't see any point in not being friends, y'know?

Mostly I've had amicable breakups, and although I've felt... angry, betrayed a couple of times, it's all worked out in the end. Only one messy one and that was because although the guy, although he ended it, wouldn't accept no for an answer when he tried to get me back.

As a tangent only once have I got into a proper relationship with the guy more than once and that ended up terribly for me- plus it broke a promise I made to myself once upon a time. Never date the same guy more than once. The more I think about breaking this, the more I know it's a bad idea.

Staying in touch is the way to go really!


Wow I haven't posted any writing in ages OTL

So here, have something!

Title: Cut

Author/Artist: dappledwings

Character(s) or Pairing(s): America/Belarus

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: Unbeta'd PWP, bloodplay, blowjobs

Summary: The warnings say it all.

Words: 1106

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Quick Philosophy

Being brought back down to realism hurts.


Or alternatively get to know you post. 
SO i've been thinking about my future again, and so far I have come to 2 conclusions:
1) Zoology is probably the way forwards
2) A year out would be so cool

There are a few other conclusions, such as:
3) Must look into overseas unis- Canada, Australia, NZ and that one in Grenada
4) Chemistry is gonna kill me
5) I'm more than willing to pay out for a university overseas

But mostly  I'm considering a year out very strongly. My friend looked into round the world tickets today and it doesn't look too bad. I could easily work up enough to do it, and I could always beg some money out my parents

Last thing: To Ame or not to Ame?

Help a girl decide?
So I've been meaning to post for a while. And so now, this is going to be like a splorge of everything.

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Copying this onto my journal in the hope that someone will see it:

Ok, so guys, a friend of mine recently came into the possession of 150 baby african land snails. She needs to get rid of some, because she doesn't have the space, and the question is does anyone want one?

You would have to pay £4 and she'll send you 2 snails. That's £3 postage (just to cover it completely) and £1 for the pair of snails.

She's only posting within the UK, sorry in advance to anyone elsewhere? She's just worried about them getting there alive.

Let me know if you're interested and then I can put you in touch with my friend.


I know you're out there.